Poetry in motion

Well here goes..........

2009-05-13T09:29:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a fun day i reckon....well it started this morning. gone to school and reached there at ard 9.20 lol 20 mins late. but oh well who cares...school stuff was boring so skip to after school. Was suppose to meet hafiq after school but missed them so i went home first, after reaching home i refresh myself then went to meet hafiq and yat who was waiting for me at ctss gate there, and and and i saw joline wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. So long never see her liao. i was seriousl freaking happy to see her. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,hmmm. well after that went to queensway with Yat and Fiq. Fiq wanted t opierce his lips so K, went there queensway to bluez to buy the hollow pin and wahahaha. i helped Hafiq pierce his lips. although i was a noob i pretended to be a pro as if i was used to it. but i do know what i was doing. the process was a complete success. Who want pierce come find me lol:D. oh yah and Yat pierce his ear. he looks more cool lol, then after that went to roof-garden at clementi slacked there til 9 plus and clinton camme along too.hahaha so fun talk there.after 9 plus every one zhao home so i accompany Fiq to bus interchange, then suddenly met Liyana lol, changed plan accompany her home instead lol. then we talk & walk till her block below then sayonara( liyana relax ah:D lol). lol i think thats all the highlight of the day meeting joline YEAH YEAH YEAH
DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM DAM HAPPY:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

OH YAH!! CONGRATZ TO DORA FOR GETTING HER JOB AT LEMONGRASS LOL:D:D must jiayo ok,hahaha

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2009-05-10T07:50:00.000-07:00

(WHICH SHOULD I CHOOSE)
GIVE IN TO FEAR AND SAVE A BOND~
OR FACE IT AND LOSE A BOND~

I must choose but which one should i take, why am such a fag!!!!!!!!!

I understand everything cleary but i can't make the move. i know i would be digging my own grave if i continued...but i can't help it.Kns oh well . wahahahahaha lets not care about this today is nin lau bu day, lol i dunno want upload pics leh,i look retarded.:D:D:D:D

Well here goes.........

2009-04-25T07:48:00.000-07:00

I feel dam better now,wooooooooooooo. i am half way on the way to be over you. I must,.......................

Well her goes....

2009-04-15T02:58:00.001-07:00

In the summer by the trees,
It is there i feel at peace,
And the heat will increase,
By the pool people will squeeze,

In the winter by the trees,
It is there i feel at peace,
Where my fingers always freeze,
I'll catch a cold and sneeze,

In the Spring by the trees,
It is there i feel at peace,
Where i see the honey bees,
And the fishes by the seas,

In the autumn by the trees,
It is there i feel at peace,
I can always feel the breeze,
All leaves fall with ease,

Well here goes......

2009-04-15T02:17:00.000-07:00

Is it because of the way i look,
Don't judge a cover of a book,
I am nice to you if you are,
For you i will go very far,
I will wait forever for you,
Or til' i find someone new,
There's a mission i need you to start,
And that mission is to break my heart,
So i would love you no more,
But i might hate you to the core,
Please don't blame if i do,
I just wanna stop loving you,
For the heart fights with the mind,
There's no logic that i can find,
My mind say's let go,
But my heart say's NO,
My mind knows we both can't be,
But my heart still failed to see.

Well here goes......

2009-04-15T02:16:00.000-07:00

Emotions hurt and they could sometimes kill,
But how would it be if you couldn't feel,
Love is special it's all around,
It is everywhere and easily found,
Without it the world would die,
Emotions are meant for you and I,
Even sadness is important in our lives,
It seperate the truth from lies,
When you're sad loved one's come rushing,
And embarrassment that sends us blushing,
Happiness is a hundred percent the same as love,
They are made together like a pair of glove,
When love is found happiness is there,
When happiness is found love is somewhere,
So emotions make us what we are,
And they can take us really far,
So follow them and trust your heart,
Becareful not to break it apart,
A broken heart takes long to heal,
It might make you never want to feel.

Here goes.............

2009-03-25T06:03:00.000-07:00

Magic can't get this love away,
It is there even if i pray,
You are all i think about,
Even when i scream and shout,

I finally realise that i love you,
And by seeing you makes my day brand new,
Cause without you everyday is hell,
Seeing you is a magic spell,

your presence will heal the wound inside me,
And when you're gone i'll wonder where you'll be,
Whenever my heart starts to pause,
Most of the time you are the cause,

I want to let you see,
The love inside of me,
The story end this winter,
And to start a new chapter..........

Well here goes.....

2009-03-12T10:32:00.000-07:00

Well im trying something new, something away from love poems....here is a poem about some shit...:(confessions of a maniac) zz lol.

Hey whats up with the world today,
Can people understand what others say,
They think that they're right,
Even if they started the fight,
What the fuck i can't take this,
You want a taste of my fist,
You make me carazy and mad,
I'll do things i'll regret,
Listen to me listen good,
Or i will smack you with wood,
ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR ROAR,
Cough cough...my throat is sore,
Nevermind i'll let you live,
Let this be my parting gift,
And if i die and leave this world,
Stay away from my funeral,
I want something new,
If you're there i'll freaking wake up from my coffin and strangle you.................................

Well here goes.......

2009-03-11T09:59:00.000-07:00

Today i try to have good heart,
So i went and acted smart,
I decided to wash a crab,
I must have disturbed it's nap,
While washing it halfway,
I almost shouted like a gay,
The freaking thing,
Grabbed my middle fing,
i was bleeding like some dick,
And that crab is a fucking prick,
I tried to do meditation,
I then got medication,
The moment i was all done,
I wanted to shoot the crab with a gun,
But instead i left it alone,
Not the crabs fault but it's my own,
But still it gave me hell,
And soon my finger swell,
I find it fun and hot,
Wait a minute it is not.
ZZZZZZZzzzzzZZZZzzzzZZ[OUCH my poor finger so sad kena cut by a crab]

Well here goes.........

2009-03-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

Woooo weeee...ZZzz so long never post liao, im dam bored at home. Finally continued work at ntuc and to those ppl who as me "Pat, why go and work at ntuc it sucks", well my answer is i got alot of friends at that job and i feel happy working there even if the pay is low. zzzz i today try to be smarty pants and grabbed the crab to wash it it freaking claws got me and i was bleeding and fuck it hurts alot. after my friend Kiti help me bandage it (btw thanks alot) i went back to the crab and smacked it, i then realise it's not the crabs fault for pinching me, it's my fault for not anticipating it. dam my middle finger now hurts.......

Well here goes..........

2009-02-27T04:15:00.000-08:00

Love has a funny way to show,
What it want you to know,
We will learn about it oneday,
And learn it the hardess way,
Hearts be broken by people that we love,
Be it girlfriends or people that we serve,
You'll be hurt by what you feel,
Worry not the wound will heal,
You feel fine but happiness is far,
For your heart still bear the scar,
Your troubled past weights you down,
Help comes not; no one's around,
You cry and say life's unfair,
You're alone while others pair,
Why love if it hurts when lost,
Why love if pain is the cost,
We love because we must,
Never take love as lust,
Love last longer if it's pure,
Once contaminated there's no cure,
So prepare yourself this round,
When another love is found.

Well here goes.....

2009-02-23T02:47:00.000-08:00

I yearn for you day and night,
Every day a battle i fight,
A war is going on within,
Something that can't be seen,
But i face it everyday,
The feelings always stay,
Can you please set me free,
And come and be with me,

Well here goes...........

2009-02-15T03:55:00.001-08:00

No one calls me,
I'm so dam free,
No one is calling my phone,
I'll be spending tonight alone,
But hey its no mean feat,
I'm practically used to it,
Being alone ain't half bad,
Just have to deal with being sad,
My life is cold like a winter day,
Never changing no matter how long i pray,
Then came the summer rains,
That melted my winter plains,
I saw the light that is so bright,
It's radiating love made my heart so light,
Rubbing my eyes i try to see within,
I was wondering where have you been,
You and i are alone tonight,
Don't think so much just let your heart decided,
I will do things to let you see,
That everything will lead you to me,
Life is hard and things could happen,
So i'll take the path less taken.

Well here goes........

2009-02-12T06:31:00.000-08:00

Boring boring nothing to say nothing to do

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2009-01-23T12:58:00.001-08:00

I'm fucking tired of this feeling,
My heart is always hurting,
Even if i love you,
there is nothing i can do,
In love you can't use force,
Just follow nature's course,
Everything would happen naturally,
But things i want won't happen to me,
In a sense it's like shopping,
And she would be choosing,
While others get picked i'll be left on the rack,
For the girl i love won't love me back,
It's not her fault she did no wrong,
I'm just a tune she wants a song,
To me she is a wonderful girl,
And she is worth the entire world,
I'll bring her happiness even if it costs my own.......

Well here goes......

2009-01-22T08:25:00.001-08:00

Working has been fun,working with all you guys so fun. Working lets me concentrate on something else and not let my imagination run wild................................
..........................................................................................(I'm still looking at the bright side of life i can't seem to find it)

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2009-01-19T05:05:00.000-08:00

I feel lousy and retarded and i wish i was, i just can't get over this. My heart was ripped out of my chest. Please put it back.........

Just seeing you fills my heart,
And that is the hardest part,
and when you're here it's bright,
When you're gone it turns to night,
In the night i miss you most,
But in your eyes im like a ghost,
Never to be loved,
Always someone above,
It hurts when you choose someone else,
Especially if they are my pals,
But what can i really do,
When you don't love me like i love you,
Worry not i will move on in time,
I'll break my own heart before you break mine.

I hate and love you.

Well here goes................

2009-01-18T05:10:00.000-08:00

I need someone to talk to right now im so dam sad .............

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2009-01-18T03:35:00.000-08:00

WHoooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. ystd had fun talking to liyana, never did talk to her so much before, blah blahblah.... was bored today so wrote a poem for some guys out there.................................alittle cliche sorry.

Broken dreams a found,
When i turn around,
Why must everything,
Be so confusing,
You said We would be,
and whispered you love me,
Now you're different,
am i transparent,
You make me sad,
You drive me mad,
So when i asked,
Can't it be like the past,
She said no way,
Thats how i'll stay,
You broke my heart,
By being apart,
I asked you why again,
you said i made you insane,
By the way i had been,
Treating her like a queen,
But all the things i do,
I do out of loving you,
so please don't run,
because i can't,
So leave me to die,
When you're with another guy...........

Well here goes....................

2009-01-13T08:10:00.000-08:00

I had loved you once,
I loved you for months,
I told you i liked you,
I was serious and you knew,
I never regret telling the truth,
I tried but your heart i can't move,
I then decided to move on,
It was soon the feelings were gone,
I ventured on without a cause,
I never stopped never pause,
It was when i saw a light,
It was so lovely and bright,
It was you the girl i liked,
But my heart was pierced by a spike,
For loving you was a double-edged sword,
Im stuck inbetwwen and im caught,
For you will ignore me when you know,
and that will fill me with sorrow,
But you bring me ultimate hapiness,
Seeing you render me painless,
Why must it be like this,
Why does cupid's arrow always miss,
Aim properly when the next one comes,
or i'll freakin break your thumbs...............

Well here goes...........

2009-01-12T05:28:00.000-08:00

I really seriously hate this feeling.....can someone come and rip my heart out. Please free me from this torment. i'm going mad if this goes on any longer.

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2009-01-06T05:09:00.000-08:00

Today was gay..............Wanted to change my ITE course, currently in Mechatronics..-__- boring sia, at bukit batok campus. I want to take applied food science. So i and Yat togethere go office take transfer form, yat change to electronics, so boring today at school. After school me and Yat went to simei ite to hand in my transfer form and meet up with Liyana. Then saw eugene(sorry if spelt wrongly) and their new friend kelvin. Funny guy. Then followed Liyana go buy her school stuff at Queensway. Overall had fun.

Well her goes........

2008-12-31T01:36:00.000-08:00

Overall i had a very great time and i hope you guys did too........................

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2008-12-31T01:34:00.000-08:00

AND HERE IS THE SPECIAL.............................................

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2008-12-31T01:32:00.001-08:00

Here's the cleaning up......

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2008-12-31T01:29:00.000-08:00

and more..................

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2008-12-31T01:27:00.000-08:00

And here's the flour fight..........

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2008-12-31T01:24:00.002-08:00

And here a few of my gay frends...lol half joking.............

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2008-12-31T01:20:00.000-08:00

More..........

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2008-12-31T01:16:00.000-08:00

Yo!.....had a great time on 29 december....celebrated Liyana's birthday.Did it at the roof garden at clementi....people there were Norman,Justin,Zhan,Yang and Me......
We were slow in preparing the cake so the Birthday girl came before we we prepared.zzz. she helped prepared the cake.hahaha We are noobs in this kinda things.lol Here they tell it all.............and a big thank you to you Norm for helping us take all those fantastic pics..........

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2008-12-26T01:29:00.000-08:00

Merry christmas to everyone,
This year was great and fun,
Though this wonderful year is about to end,
We will embrace the next hand in hand,
I may have hurt you this years,
I beg for your forgiveness my dear,
I loved you then i love you still,
My love for you is very real,
What i want from you as a christmas gift,
Is to reply this message you just recieved,
What i want to is to be your friend once more,
To be together happily like before.

Lol Merry christmas............

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2008-12-18T19:55:00.000-08:00

Anger, stress and misery. I want to help but i can't, but all i can do is protect you from afar. Never let him hurt you again. I don't want you to stop being happy. so......this ones for you.............

Cage your sadness and let i go,
Happiness and joy is the way to flow,
Everytime i see you near,
Even when i'm sad you give me cheer,
Realizing what you have actually done for me,

Ultimately it's up to me to return what you gave for free,
Paddling through the waters of confusion,

Lighten up and go slow motion,
In the end there is one way,
Follow it and never stray
Always keep moving forward and don't hide,
Never ever let your sadness be your guide,
Grim task would be ahead,

Don't be scared fight your fate,
Only you can choose not to be sad,
Now you have to win that bet,
'
Think hard and choose your path

But it might be smooth or rough,
Even if you took another route,

Still you would have to feel good,
Awkward feelings burn then dead,
Do call me when you're sad don't hesitate.

Hope you would see this..............

Well here goes.............

2008-12-17T08:09:00.000-08:00

Blah blah blah, today was hectic. The best day so far, but not the worst . lazy say lol. but im a happy boy today. no more sad :)

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2008-12-16T00:51:00.000-08:00

Here's a poem too all my LOVELORN homies out there this ones for you guys............................................................

Hello!! your life is great you lucky guy ,
My life is crap no matter how hard i try,

Your life is perfect you need nothing more,
You are getting things you wanted before,

If my life was one percent like yours,
There wouldn't be tears on my bedroom floors,

The person you love, cherish and adore the most,
Is not treating you like an invisible ghost,

Everyone's heart are happy and unbreakable as stone,
While at a corner i'm mending my own,

Up till now i still blame me,
我不后悔说 “我爱你”............................................

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2008-12-14T06:36:00.000-08:00

Hey made a new poem but its short...........

Today my heart broke once more,
The feelings were overpowering and raw,
Before i knew it i was crying,
I really felt like dying,
But there is nothing that i can do,
I felt that love mad me a fool,
Once again it had hurt me,
Never will it set me free,
If love was a shelter i wold rather walk in the rain,
so that i cant feel this pain again.

.....lol emoish bah hmmm..............

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2008-12-05T21:40:00.000-08:00

Yoyo ystd night helped wrote two peoms to LiFang for fun......

In my life there is this wonderful girl,
being alive she changed my world,
She was the same class as me,
When she was a round she's the only one i see,
Slowly i got to know her more,
When she is sad i'm the first one she would call,
She told me how she liked this guy,
And how they see everything eye to eye,
Everytime i see them kiss,
I feel like cutting his wrist,
But i would do anything to make her happy,
Even to him i have to be friendly,
Then oneday something was gone bad
She seemed very sad,
This is something you would miss,
and it goes like this,
Sitting by the window side,
Her feeling she could never hide,
There she thinks of her beloved one,
While she faces the setting sun,
To the night she thinks of him,
Even thinking of him in her dream,
But one day i saw her cry,
And she said she wanted to die,
Her guy loved her no more,
She said she has no one to live for,
No one loves her and no one will,
She still doesn't know how i feel,
So i said Hello my beloved dear,
I'm here to get rid of your sadness and fear,
So hold on to me and never let go,
And together our hearts will grow.

and.........

Left alone with a broken heart,
Unable to be with her other part,
You could never guess who she is,
She is something you often miss,
She is a Glove,
and her name is 'love',
He and She are gloves and they came as a pair,
Everything and every moment they share,
His name is special and it was 'ME',
In each others company they were happy,
Then come one day that the feelings were gone,
From that day the sun never shone,
'ME' left 'love' and never came back,
Slowly 'love's' heart began to crack,
She was in a dark corner all alone,
Waiting for 'Me' to call her phone,
Days turned to years and 'love' had turned to dust,
For 'ME' had shattered her heart of glass,
Perhaps they still couldn't see,
That they're names spelt Love me,
Til that day 'love' has left,
She said ''i still love you'' to her dying breath.
lolzz.......

Well here goes......

2008-11-27T20:24:00.000-08:00

yo....boringx3.4!!!...bored so im writing a poem again, are poems gay ?

She picked up a diary and flipped to the first page,
The book was filled with sadness and rage,
As she slowly read on she feel the writer's pain,
and tears rolled down her cheeks and fell like rain,
The more she read the more she was absorbed,
Understanding the writer's life was rotten and robbed,
The book descriped that the writer's heart of stone,
Was brokened by the power of love alone,
That was when she understand,
With love you will have the upperhand,
But to the end the writer had answered gods call,
To be by his side and suffer no more.

Well here goes..........

2008-11-24T21:07:00.000-08:00

A boy in pain waits in the street,
Hoping a pretty girl he could meet,
He saw this girl who was petting a cat,
She was so beautiful his heart went mad,
But all he saw was just her back,
And she was dressed all in black,
Though she looked peaceful and quiet,
In his heart she started a riot,
Before the man could get to his feet,
The girl was nowhere in the street,
He wished he could she her again,
As she was the antidote to his pain.

Well here goes.................

2008-11-09T04:49:00.000-08:00

Yo dudes and dudettes out there how its it going. im pretty bored you got at anything to do msg me kk.

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2008-10-27T21:12:00.000-07:00

Work work is all that i have been doing, boring..........Naruto shippuden is getting niccer and nicer to watch u guys should try watching it...............

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2008-10-14T23:21:00.000-07:00

Haiyo.....holidays are a bore, got school better can slack with frends if not always at home boring...........

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2008-10-09T21:53:00.000-07:00

Tired dam tired =.=, so bored and can't sleep at night thinking bout lots of stuff. Guilt is finally catching up with me after so long.........................

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2008-10-08T01:12:00.000-07:00

Well today was kinda fun, ard 12plus when out with zhan and his friend sheng shiong to meet our so called boss for interview for job. the job is quite good la the pay.Went home at ard 3 plus then meet my bro and mum at void deck. surprisingly my bro got into a fight with a sec one guy, buai pai saeh sia the guy, so old still bully my bro 10 yers old only. Still dare say call his gang come down to beat my bro. Got two words for him FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! You olderr than my bro and so kuai lan u think you so ai zai fight my bro one on one lah........................

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2008-10-07T07:24:00.001-07:00

Well today is the last day of my 'N' levels. Good bye to studying(actually i really don't) and to the hybrid of gorilla and human from MOE, two words for him good riddance. But im very sad, as i know i will never go to sec 5 gonna miss those days in school slacking and playing with all my wonderful friends. i really wish that time would stay still and we would remain in that time for the rest of my life. but life stops for no one. i really am going to miss those days. the glory days.................................................................................

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2008-10-06T05:03:00.001-07:00

.....today was quite boring, nothing much happened and well same ole same ole day. Wish it could turn out better................................................................................been so long wish i could talk...............................just as a friend, the feelings are long gone.............................................

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2008-10-05T01:06:00.000-07:00

hey people i uploaded a new video it's really blur but u will understand what it is showing(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qV6y8bAP1U)go to this link.............................

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2008-10-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

Hey i changed my blogskin, not bad sia this blogskin.Feelin really bored now. Chat with me if any of you guys got time on your hand..dude somethings wrong with the links why is wendy and hidayahs name red, is it my com or something ??????

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2008-10-02T07:34:00.000-07:00

yo dam long never blogged cause no internet finally got liao
so happy happy, and today garena with justin a.k.a. (guerilla terrorist) owned his centaur bwhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahah.......

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2008-08-14T00:18:00.000-07:00

yo freakin' long since i blogged, i was kiddnapped by aliens. LOL, well to summarise the past few months, sad and happy. mostly sad.nothing much to say.

Love the heart that hurts you,
But never hurt the heart that loves you.

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2008-07-12T06:11:00.000-07:00

Hey finally i blog, Well few days back went to justin's hse to play DOTA against him, Terrorblade rocks. Been long since i spoke to you, but it's alrite. I'm not bleeding but it hurts here............

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2008-07-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

Yo, today no school. feelin down, oh yar yeserday after youthClub Viknesh and i was walking to busstop then saw two man on the ground, they seemed to be in great pain, then ltr lots of ppl came, and attiqa was most helpful as the man spoke malay and narwin was ever ready to call the ambulance. Then blah blah lots of things happened.
Hey ya'll KUDOS to ATTIQA,VIKNESH,NARWIN and Me, and a thumbs down to all the people who are extras go there watch show. ansd that annoying tamil guy from 2b2, you gayshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2008-06-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

Hey dudes and dudettes out there, sorry iihavent blog for like ages.been buzy slacking for the past few days, school was fun but boring at times.Hope you are ok after ystd................................................

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2008-06-23T06:17:00.000-07:00

Yo, today was first day of school kinda borin, ok very boring. My new seat is so far behind, makes me feel so sleepy...........Haven spoken a word with you yet...still waiting....

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2008-06-20T23:44:00.000-07:00

YO, today was gay. I woke up several times first at 9amplus, then 10 plus then 11 plus, wah so random. Then went out to fix my phone at the sony erection place at toh guan. I got a queue no. then when it was my turn something dam funny happened,
I told the lady my phone was faulty because i dropped it in water(actually i left it in washing machine lol)But my warranty cannot cover cause it's under ACTS OF GOD lol,
Ltr going airport fetch a frend.Lazy eleborate any more.........................................................................................

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2008-06-20T07:51:00.000-07:00

Will love come,
They go to some,
But to others they are still out there,
To find them you need to care,
But if they do come to you,
Treasure them or you have to find someone new,
If they are gone don't be sad,
Then find someone new and be glad,
But some people can't let go,
They won't forget they should-they know,
Some are luckier than others,
Some are worst,
They can't be with the one they love,
But all this is decided by the guy above,(if you don't know who the guy is it's God)
They say i will wait for you forever,
But you know whatever,
Someone told me forever has no meaning,
It never had one since the beginning,
That lesson was painful,
yet at the same time meaningful,
To me if forever has no meaning-make a meaning out of it.

YOYO, this poem must comment ok, not many ppl are commenting on me poems i wanna noe if its nice ...................................................

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2008-06-19T00:11:00.000-07:00

YO, Honestly i feel quite delighted and happy. Because i realise the main reason why i write poems, i thank you from the bottom of my heart, for giving me such strong emotions and relighthing my passion for writing poems. Thank you and you will forever be a good and wonderful friend in my heart..............................

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2008-06-18T03:09:00.000-07:00

Hope gives life to men, without hope men has no meaning to live................

You never heard of this before,
Do you know what hurts me even more,
Its when you heard that the girl who you like have feelings for you,
Then you find out it isn't true,
The feeling cuts you deep inside,
You don't want people to know your feelings you hide,
The pain is to intense you can't cry,
You can't no matter how hard you try,
The feelings seems to never go,
Nothing to do but follow the flow
A moment of happiness is gone,
Forever gone.

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2008-06-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hey someone out there,
please help me although you might not care,
I am hurt and had fell to the ground,
I tried to shout but you pretended not to hear a sound,
And on that day i swore to do things alone,
Because of shelfishness my heart has turned to stone,
I don't care what the people thinks,
Not until i heard this little girl sing,
She was singing to no one,
But she seems to have fun,
So i ask her to teach me how to sing a song,
And it didn't take me very long,
After teaching me the girl was gone,
Then once again the sun had shone,
I stood up from the ground,
And walk and sung through the town,
and the attention of many i have caught,
And i began tho teach what the little girl had taught,
and it goes,
Sing to the mountains sing to the seas,
Sing to rivers and sing to the trees,
Never forget where i will be,
So come and join me.
(Comment plz)

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2008-06-17T23:37:00.001-07:00

YO, today was alrite but ystd was awesome. Many reasons, but only one.hahaha.................................Srry if today's post was quite short, i'll even it with a poem.............

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2008-06-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

i'LL TELL YOU ABOUT THIS TALE,
iT IS ABOUT MR HANDSOME AND THIS FEMALE,
HE LOVED HER ALOT,
AND FOR HER HE HAD FOUGHT,
SHE IS A SONG HE LOVED TO SING,
HE HOPED TO SEE HER WEAR HIS RING,
HE WILL LOVE HER NO MATTER WHAT,
sHE WILL BE THE ONLY ONE IN HIS HEART,
TO HIM SHE IS PERFECT,
TO HIM SHE MAKES NO MISTAKE,
SHE IS MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN A FLOWER,
SHE IS THE ONE WHO GIVES HIM POWER,
SHE IS MORE PRECIOUS THAN TONS OF DIAMOND,
AND HE HOPED THAT SHE WOULD BE HIS WOMAN,
HIS LIFE WAS TRAGIC,
BUT WITH HER IT TURNED INTO MAGIC,
BEING IN LOVE WITH HER IS LIKE SUNSHINE AND RAINBOWS,
AND HIS CHARACTER SHE MOULDS,
ALL HE HAS TO SAY,
IS BABY I LOVE YOU TIL MAYDAY.
(Rmb always to comment on my poem whether if it is nice or not ok)

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2008-06-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

Yo today went with yang, to fix my phone. We went to the sony erection place but kns close liao.Then went to yang hse, then enoch came and we chat and do dumb and boring stuff.Now still at his hse lol.Lazy eleborate....................Ltr i'll post a poem be sure to read and comment on it .

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2008-06-13T05:10:00.000-07:00

Hey friends today is friday the 13th, bwhahahahha. So far nothing bad has happen to me, i might make it through the day. Anyway im not that superstitious hope i spell correctly, although i don't believe in many things but i respect them.Hey i completed the Prince of persia game today hahaha,It took me like a week or so. im so happy. But since i complete it i find no joy in my life. Except for a certain er herm.....someone.hahahaha.......................

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2008-06-10T16:30:00.000-07:00

well today was quite fun, last night went to yang's hse to stay overnight. Enoch was there too, we watch movies on yang com and did lots of dumb things. Then at ard 2plus or so, Enoch and i began to feel alittle hungry. So we decided to cook somethings to eat, we cooked hotdogs and bacon. The cooking process was quite fun, we even added some whisky to the oil ment for frying the hotdogs.(LOL can't even taste it)Then watch more movies, then enoch suggested to watch a horror movie named The detective which i thought was scary, and it was lol. Lazy eleborate liao...........................

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2008-06-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

Have you ever felt that things are not the same,
Everyone around you thinks that life's a game,
Feel that you are drifting-drifting away,
Always moving your feelings never stay,
You feel that life is rotten,
And that you are forgotten,
And when you look at it,
Life's a piece of shit,
This kind of feelings you should never have,
Cause this might be worst than death,
Happy moments that we recieve,
Gives all of us the desire to live,
Most are happy when they love someone,
Some are happy when they see the sun,
Many are happy when they know someone loves them too,
Tons of students are happy when there is no school,
I can give you millions of reason why people want to live,
But there is no diff,
I want you to see that being alive is a gift.

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2008-06-09T05:10:00.000-07:00

Yo i got a new game on my psp, it is called prince of persia:Rivals sword. The game is dam nice la, Ur like a persian ninja going around stealth kill ppl. Wah i played it last night and soon i realized it was 5am already lol,I was freakin tired. Slept and woke up at 2pm lol. Then continued playing, haha fun sia.Life is full of suprises.................expect the unexpected.

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2008-06-05T01:24:00.000-07:00

yoyo, i was bored so i wrote this poem,

A burning question sets in my heart,
They tell me i love you but i don't know when it starts,
Love is a troublesome feeling,
Love make us feel like we're dreaming,
But dreams don't always come true,
I'll never be with you,
I thought that not giving up is the key,
It's just another failure that i can't see,
There's somethings i should have saw,
The pain grew even more,
You're the center of my life,
not having you it's like cutting me with a knife,
It's driving me insane,
For my heart will feel this pain,
It will never let go,
I'll die in the cold,
That's how my story unfolds.

LOL, lame rite tell me how it is ok(i will try not to suck, if i do who gives a f***).

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2008-06-04T23:50:00.000-07:00

Today was sian again, i missed remedial for dunno what lesson, i msg someone liao but no reply so i din't go. hahaha. and in my CBOX kns got some faggot talk jiao there. I have a strong feeling who that fag is, fucking dick i noe its u la.

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2008-06-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

Today was fucking boring don't know whether got remedial or not, so i didn't give a dam and stayed at home and rot, parents don't let me go out. Life is boring, but today at lease got a tiny bit of interesting thing happen, police came to ther block opp of mine. got some dude kena whack or something got lots and lots of blood. Cool rite. Lazy eleborate liao ..........................................

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2008-05-30T05:09:00.001-07:00

Today was a bit boring, actually got math remedial but decided to not to go. Woke up 8.30 then reached sch at ard 915 or so, walked into class then talked ard abit. Ltr ms haslinda come in class then geo lesson start, i sat alone in the front so sian. then lesoon started lor.Ms haslinda was like blah, we then blah blah. After the thing went home with ant and kaiyang they came my hse to play games. I OWN anthony's eurasian ass in halo 2 with my sword. hahahahahahahha. Lazy eleborate liao..............................

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2008-05-27T05:05:00.000-07:00

WTF i woke up late again, i missed oral exam. Shit la, i woke up at around 12plus siao eh i sleep so long. then went school for POA , poa was ok la quite fun to do once i learn the basics. After poa went home with josh, illa and zhan. The NOOBSHIT clarence went home first (PSK). Then at the mrt met yang and huili. then blah blah lazy eleborate liao..........................................

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2008-05-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

Today was boring, another boring day. I feel that its a waste of my time for me to exist. What i do, how i try things don't go my way. sian ah..................................................

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2008-05-21T04:05:00.000-07:00

Today was very extremly boring, english boring, chinese boring. Everything also boring, maybe except during maths when i play with the shirt. I team with viknesh and throw at zhan, dam funny. Then Liyana laugh so much hahahahahha............Then during poa i and Yat talking bout hot chicks and white chick, we laugh until like mad lol........................................Lazy say any more liao

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2008-05-12T21:13:00.000-07:00

Yo, just now df posted in class, Ytd after sch go hang with dingyi, douglas, shuang, joycelyn and wendy. We had alot of fun and laughter. First we go Koufu and they ate, then talked alot of nonsense and blah blah. Then decided to go to sky garden and talk. We went to the spin spin thingy and talk. Then i and dingyi spin the thingy and most of us fell.Then go slack than went home lazy to explain.PS: Jun zhan Bdae tommoro must rmber his presents and must bash him.He is also gay

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2008-05-10T09:42:00.001-07:00

Yeah. Ytd went to stay overnight at jo hse, when there with ben then met enoch. we had lots of fun there, yang and linus was already there. Watched naruto movie there, knn it was nice. then we play alot of nonsense things. Oh yar i also shot ben with a gun, the bullet tear his skin. hahahahahhahahahahha, he was so paranoid whenever i pointed the gun at him. hahahahaha.it was dam fun. Lazy eleborate liao .................

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2008-05-08T06:17:00.001-07:00

Today is Wendy's birthday.Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, Justin finally man liao buy her a cake. But he lamer he was not there when she cut the cake. Haiyo justin why so lame. And i could feel a certain negative vibe from a certain someones.Hope that dude is not giving off any more negative vibes.If he does oh well. Also went to justin house to 'study' lol, meet him at his doorstep.Narwin followed we went to the basment to use the toilet, i and narwin buay tah han liao, i used the toilet bowl and narwin pissed in the clean floor the pail.FKING gross right, but fking funny.Then i stole the toilet roll and played with it. they tie it around me lol. then slacked at justin hse til 5 plus and go home. In the bus i fell asleep when i woke up got two ppl looking at me.The guy had a lj face.hahahah

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2008-05-06T07:17:00.000-07:00

Yeah, today was fun. I spared with three people today, i won all three althought i won one by default.The first match was against dan, the second Yat and the third one was anthony, Yat was the best. But i think i made someone angry.I hope she forgives me ????

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2008-05-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

KNS today was a waste of my life, i can't believe i did the geo paper and got a zero for talking to poh teck.WTF, its not like i'm cheating . was showing him a magic trick nia.wadever lar i dun give a dam. I didn't study anyway.Spoil my mood,Noob teachers.

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2008-05-01T08:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a extremly fun and exciting day, I went to Sakura with yilong, adam, kovida, william, felicia, my mom, sister, younger brother, chinlim and his girlfriend to celebrate kovida's birthday . Reached there at about 7 plus, then must walk up the freaking hill. Then sat down and ate lor . Eat alot of stuff, then talk to everyone.Then ve literally ate for two hours till around 9, in between alot of things happened. Like the fact that chinlim's girlfriend is so tall, and we are the same age so depressing.
She also thought i was primary six.......DOTS...Kinda sad .Hurt me twice.lol.Then we left the place and went to the meeting point.On the way there my sis took out a can of cream and sprayed some on my hand and ask me to smear it on his face, Bwahahahaha. But when reach there mission failed he saw the cream and he ran away dam fast.In the end he came back and i buah his face.hahhahaha.Then i tio stomach ache, go use the toilet and inside the cubicle i heard a big commotion, come out then saw kovida face and shirt covered with cake.I thought that the coast was clear then i stood there and see why no one there . Suddenly my sister chiong at me and buah a piece of the cake in my eye.OUCH....but it was in the name of fun so i dun mind, turns out they want celebrate my birthday too.Cool rite, Then they gave me my present it was a basketball.WTF i was so shocked.I was so happy i was speechless.then haiyo lazy explain any more .......................................................

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2008-04-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

Today didn't go to school, stayed at home. So sian sia, Played around with my blog today since nothing to do and a blog is reborn.My blog needed a face lift. Actually Yang help me but i did the details.hahaha.sianzzzzz

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2008-04-25T20:22:00.000-07:00

Boring life, want some fun. Call me when boredom ends